Allie, today is the worse day of my life. I miss you so much and love you so much. I like to talk about you and remember our fun and funny times together and thats fine and I can laugh.. then when I am alone... my heart breaks almost everyday.. on my ride to work and home especially. I talk with you often and just wish you could talk back. I still can not grasp that I will never see you again on this earth. I miss you terribly and have needed to talk to you and cry on your should many times. I pray that I will see you again someday. Love you with all my heart my sweet baby brother, my friend..I just miss miss miss you.